The only thing I rely on is caffeine.
Amanda Knox
I've gained a seriousness that has to do with a certain perspective, a gratitude for being able to see the importance of things. And that lends itself a gravity to everything. And that is something that I sort of carry as a weight but a good weight inside of me.
All wrongfully convicted people are portrayed as monsters. But there's a special kind of monster that is a woman.
It's one thing to be called certain things in the media, and then it's another thing to be sitting in a courtroom, fighting for your life while people are calling you a devil.
No one knows how they would react to a horrible situation until it happens to them.
If I'm guilty, I'm the ultimate figure to fear, because I'm not the obvious one. But, on the other hand, if I'm innocent, it means that everyone is vulnerable, and that is everyone's nightmare. Either I'm a psychopath in sheep's clothing, or I am you.
I think it's true that people seemed to have had a kind of tunnel vision in my regard, and that has been something that I've been having to fight against for a long time.
The only thing I can do is continue to defend myself.
When we label human beings and flatten them to just a splashy headline, we lose decency and the truth.
I looked to books to stimulate my mind and create a daily sense of purpose.
Our long history of exploiting women's bodies and suppressing their voices had a direct impact on my case and other women's lives.
What I started to read and most enjoyed while I was a student was an Italian edition of 'Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.'
When you meet me and hang out with me, I might come across as a very upbeat, driven person. I don't come across as someone who is wounded.
I would like to be re-considered as a person.
I have been in an experience where I thought everything that I had hoped for in my life was taken away from me, and I had to redefine what mattered.
I'm definitely not going back to Italy willingly. They'll have to catch me and pull me back kicking and screaming into a prison that I don't deserve to be in.
Even if Trump means well, his schemes tend to be blunt, selfish, and short-sighted rather than nuanced, empathetic, and thought through.
I know I may appear spacey, but that's how I am.
I was not aware of a ton of the stuff that was being said about me out in the world since I wasn't able to get British or American headlines from my prison cell in Perugia. But I was aware that in the courtroom, I was being called a succubus, a man-eater, 'Foxy Knoxy.'
I have a great amount of respect for life, and I always think that no matter how bad situations get, you can always make something out of it.
I'm working on getting tougher with self-defence classes.
I am living in this world, and if this world already has a certain prejudice of me and an idea of me, then it's really hard for me to go through it.
As this case has progressed, the evidence that the prosecution has claimed exists against me has been proven less and less and less. And all that has happened is that they've filled these holes with speculation.
The best thing #MeToo did was say women's experiences matter. You can't blame us for what happens to us anymore.
I think that there was a lot of fantasy projected onto me, and that resulted in a reappropriation and re-characterization of who I am.
I lost years of my life to prison because of two-dimensional and misogynist stereotypes.
I am a marked person, and no one who's unmarked is going to understand that. It's very intimidating. I don't even know what my place is anymore. What's my role in society? Who am I, after everybody has branded me?
I know I have not always been understandable and that I was guided for too long by stubborn naivety, which created confusion.
Now I have normal-person fears - fears of failure, of not being smart enough or strong enough or kind enough.
I have a few close friends with whom I can practice speaking Italian, but I mostly maintain fluency through reading.
You can always do something that can make you feel good about your life despite what you're going through.
I would prefer to be famous for something I did or built or achieved.
It's almost like living a double life where I'm in a limbo space where Amanda Knox, a real person, exists, 'Foxy Knoxy,' an idea of a person, exists, and I'm constantly having to juggle how someone is interacting with me based upon that two-dimensional person of me that has been in the public's imagination for so long.
I always carry a book with me to read on the bus, and I tend to arrive everywhere early.
I'm terrible at basketball. I have really small hands, and I can't control the ball.
I don't want to get married for the sake of getting married. My hope is that I have a partner with whom I can continue to take on the world.
I didn't confess. I was interrogated. They acted like my answers were wrong. They told me I was wrong, that I didn't remember correctly, that I had to remember correctly. And if I didn't, I would never see my family.
I was told that my best-case scenario would likely consist of writing my memoir and then disappearing.
I know that Perugia is probably the least-welcome place for me in the entire world.
Like most millennials, I have the bad, anxiety-inducing habit of grabbing my phone in the morning and scrolling through social media for 15, 20 minutes before I'm fully awake.
I had to grow up in prison for something I did not do.
To be quite honest, the joyful relief of the publication of my book was short-lived.
I'm very anti-antidepressants. It's not the chemicals of my brain that's a problem; it's reality. I don't think tricking my brain into reinterpreting reality is going to help.
Before Italy, I had a happy life.
After my conviction, I was devastated. I had never believed that I would be convicted.
I think the fact that my case was so sensationalized is because I am a white woman.
That is the thing that I was scared of - that I would know intellectually that there's something to glean out of life, but that I would be so broken that I wouldn't care.
One of the things that I somewhat realized, especially right after I was convicted, was that sometimes really, really horrible things happen for no reason.
In a time when my entire family had already tapped into their retirement savings and taken out second mortgages, we were grateful when any supporters, including Trump, donated to my defense and spoke out about my innocence.
Politics is not a tit-for-tat game. It's not 'I helped you, now you help me.'